no one dreams anyway - kill hannahnow the coming of winter is reaching my fingertips and i can taste it in the air, there's even snow on the ground. well a frost type thing but they're all one big happy family so FROST=SNOW voila.
it took me only a matter of time to get sick of my layout there's my explanation behind this one
on top of sickening things this has been one of the longest weeks i've ever dealt with i mean COME ON it's wednesday for crying out loud. strange as it seems
i had a wimpy amount of work today giving me more time to lay around and be antisocial again it is BEAUTIFUL
have you ever dropped anything in a toilet? i stepped in a toilet once. and it was on accident too. i refuse to explain. there;s this little buzz in my brain that's spread to all of me right now cause normally it takes the jaws of life or some epiphany or some variety of metal object striking me in the head to make me blog on impulse. i reccomend you run
i made this shirt in art class with a zebra on it + i may get a camera for christmas
there's all these random things floating to me hold on a second so i can clean myself up for a presentable post.
hmm turns out i can put my brain on the previous setting on demand, all i have to do is think about nothing. it is like an autopilot. but i prefer to have it off cause bad things may happen if i'm not aware of what i step on (take toilets for example)
so i will go now
no one dreams anyway - kill hannah
now make a million more. tis 11/11 you can't let that opportunity slip by!
it got cold outside! this rocks! as far as i know i'm mentally stable but i get so excited when winter comes. it starts to smell all nice outside like something's constantly burning and you don't feel bad when you sit around inside sipping hot chocolate and being antisocial. the thing that blows tho is me having to rake the leaves; i've been trying to do that for the past 3 days but i'm a wimp and i don't want to step in a dead bird or anything hidden by the leaves (which i almost did today.) they keep running into my window and scaring the crap out of me, poor things, and i never seem to know where they land. i am no one to judge for i know by my habit of running into closed screen doors i wouldn't last a day as a bird.
quick pointless note; i've found playing a guitar standing up is much more exhilirating than sitting down. do it.
i would like to make another note on the key role of the sock drawer. seriously you can hide anything in there!
and back onto a kindof topic MY PARANOID FRIEND NEEDS PROFESSIONAL HELP. if your boyfriend called you "a little bigger" weightwise, won't leave you alone no matter how much you tell him you need space, and tells you his mom doesn't like you, wouldn't you just go up to him and shove his face in a bowl of nearby pudding? she doesn't even like him for all i've noticed but she can't dump him cause of all things she doesn't want to be mean. there are some things in life that you cannot sugar coat. you can sugar coat death for pete's sake by calling it "being freed" or something but ironically dumping someone is just not sugarcoatable. weird psychological junk i don't want to get into. leave a comment letting her know she's nuts and i will show it to her. maybe proof from random strangers she doesn't know will talk some sense into her.
now i gotta go do my homework before i drown in it tomorrow
noo i don't mean it's unbelievable that obama won. the title came before the results did. there is no song next to the title today. there is a link to a video you must click on
damn they haven't been around for a while, it's really sad too because look how good they are live! i didn't even know they were that huge. well i had a gist since
i've heard them on the radio plenty of times but (them referring to the cranberries, sorry forgot to point that out) since they've slowly died away it
doesn't feel like there was a point in time when that ever happened. pop culture's ruining everything i swear
well i was at church today and as a bystander i was just observing the various hairstyles women 60+ (or so it seemed) like to have and i've gotta say big, poofy, hairsprayed things that look like there may be living creatures in them are quite popular. ah but i love grannies, they know so much more than we ever will :)it's kind of a frightening thing to think about, that we (as in all 20 and under or somewhere around there) are going to be completely in charge of the world in a while. i guess that's why they want to teach us as much as possible about how a frog digests its food (in elaborate detail) and what people make shoes out of in norway, cause apparently it's important to carry on this legacy or we might actually not have useless information floating around space in the future! what a horror!
oh and another pointless thing to add to that; making me a hypocrite i beat you to it so don't point it out; don't you hate when you walk into the house or someplace and it smells like fried chicken or fresh cookies or something really nice, but there is none of that particular food to be found? it drives me crazy!
because this is my blog and i am free to discuss the weather if i feel like it, i will take advantage. it's weird. it just turned november for pete's sake (who is pete by the way? some saint? or does the media really like pete wentz that much?) and i turned into a blob of mush riding my bike to the ice cream place cause it was so hot out. poor isabella, gets snow in july way out there in the mountains from what i've heard. haha poor isabella? more like you lucky frozen duck.
well i'll go now cause i said i'd take a shower 20 minutes ago but i'm starting to realize i don't feel like it and holy crap it sounds like the cure is on the tv downstairs
i got back from d.c early this morning, said i'd stay up the rest of the day, then dropped dead while watching house and now am awake at 3:30 PM. and to be honest, the amount of sleep i got from that period from 8 in the morning to 2:50 in the afternoon is probably twice as much as i've been getting the past couple days. everything had to be kept in a time frame, a really small one not to mention, and if you didn't make it within that time frame well you were screwed. but it was a blast besides the fact that i had about 20 minutes to eat, whenever we stopped at a pretty scenic location they'd tell us "you got 15 minutes to run around and take pictures, go!" and just stop the bus and dump us out, and we spent about 4 times as much time running circles around george washington's house than the smithsonian air & space museum.
the first night at the hotel was a lame excuse for the party we were supposed to be throwing cause no one used to walking around and looking at junk from 8 in the morning to 10 at night nonstop, and we all decided we wanted to take a shower in the same night so the person who got out, finished their hair, and brushed their teeth before 1 AM was deemed a prophet. the 2nd night was pretty entertaining tho. we were all cranky when we got back; well i wasn't until everyone else drove me to it and megan fell asleep 5 seconds after we walked through the door, so we do our nighttime routines or whatever and jump into bed expecting it to be a record amount of sleep for this trip. now you should never assume things. laura started sniffling rhythmically every few seconds and started talking to herself in this low muttering voice that only made it all the more frustrating cause you could only distinguish a few words just seeming to pop out of the dark every once in a while. so becca starts whispering to me quietly about what she'd do and what kind of tape she'd use and stuff like that if laura didn't shut up. a brief moment of silence, then becca whispers a little louder than normal to me, "do you have a nail gun?" a shorter moment of silence and laura yells, "WHAT?!"
now the title is from a point that night where becca flung her arm over my face on accident in her sleep so a brief moment later i decided to point it out. just to clear that up.
there is a ton more i'd type up about; dinner at union station one night, dinner at the pentagon mall the next, a boat ride that consisted a whole lot of people packed together jumping to some rap song so you were basically forced to make uncomfortable contact with one person or another to get through to the other side, but i'm not gonna mention cause i'm already dragging on.
took me about an hour staring at my screen to figure out i was planning to write a blog. hmm.. "new diet fad in japan leads to banana shortage".
the past two weeks at school have numbed every part of my brain that can think , last year they warned us the two weeks before D.C showed no mercy but only now do i see that, and so i'm just laying around and do i feel great:) no school today cause of some teacher day and monday we're basically doing nothing because we can't smoosh anything in one day considering we're leaving the next morning. sure i have to wake up at 5 in the morning and spend 8 hours on a bus with 55 people, a bag of cheerios, and a decent view of the countryside but i also get to spend 4 days away from home & school with the entire grade at some hotel walking around washington d.c. this should be pretty interesting.
in the past few days i've gotten bit by more mosquitoes than all summer, so naturally there's this one the size of my head flying around the back of the bus and i start screaming, which got the person next to me screaming, which then resulted in the person in the car behind us developing a very quizzical look on their face since we kinda sit in the back of the bus. gahh i can't think of anything to say in the morning.
i don't think anyone will mind if i cut this short since no one reads anyway.
oh no it was a little more than a year from now since last fall fest, which i gotta admit was one of the funnest nights ever:) too bad we missed it this year. i feel pretty dumb about that. it doesn't seem like a year tho, but everything's passing by so fast. i'm knee deep in school work and a million other things are going on, i wish i could just go back into all those times and 8 or 9 years ago when i didn't give a crap. not that i really give a crap now, but now i'm actually supposed to. and i remember last year at the fall fest we split off into a few groups to go into some corn maze, then sally being sally picks up an ear of corn from the ground, goes "ah, corn!" and chucks it backwards quite a way. 5 seconds later we hear someone go "AAAAHHH!" in the distance that sounded remarkably like becca. you can figure out what happened from there.
yes hi there's a new layout.
time's really crazy, isn't it? i was sitting around last night on the curb by the driveway (not as peaceful as it sounds, there was a huge football game at the high school next door and i could hear the marching band from here) just thinking about it and it kind of scared me. who knows how many tomorrows we got left?
quick tip: don't eat chocolate skittles. just don't. you know i never thought i'd see the day chocolate skittles happened. life's weird. ah, i have a question now. what's your favorite candy? halloween is a good holiday:)
gonna go, i love this season.
i woke up this morning at noon in a daze and some slight euphoria as i realized it was saturday, got on the computer, and saw that i won wallpaper of the day on iconator.com :D i'm a nerd, deal with it. so i had my nice breakfunch (because brunch makes me sound like a snob) of a can of coke and a bagel with jam and was utterly distressed that my good hair days had visibly ended. turns out that's what happens when you fall asleep playing solitaire on your laptop at 3 in the morning and forget to shower but naturally at the time i remembered my fortune cookie i got a couple of weeks ago. it said "good luck will visit you on the next new moon" which just happened to be september 30th, and well, what do you know! that day my hair doesn't flip out! woohoo!
haha sorry i just had to share that. anyhow, i went to the ice cream place after school with a couple of friends and shoved a whole pack of watermelon hubba bubba in my mouth and woops the one thing my friend happens to be allergic to is artifical watermelon flavoring. bravo, sylvia. then we split a mini container thing of cookies and cream but in the meantime i was chewing my spoon and then SNAP a chunk of it snaps off so for the rest of our time there the people sitting next to us thought i ate my spoon, which i gotta admit it did look like.
does anyone watch project runway? kenley's getting on my nerves. someone throw food at her head on the tv screen for me, i'm not supposed to eat up here. GEEZ these little fruit flies are taking over my house, no kidding! i leave one banana peel on the table and now i'm karate chopping flying insects the size of a dust speck just to get through the kitchen and seal my fruit in ziploc bags when i throw them away.
huh, i really never have anything big to say, do i? is anyone here a fan of jane eyre by charlotte bronte? i'm in the beginning so i don't know what to think yet. well then, that's seriously all i had to say. weird, i promised myself i'd actually try to have a point today. i'm a failure, woohoo
wow i've been gone for a while.. well i'm working on making a separate section of the site with just layouts and so far i got a paramore one made but i'm currently having a layout block as for the one i'm actually gonna use for the layout section so it'll be a bit. run-on sentence, my language teacher would be so proud. as for life i aced my spanish test + the extra credit so woohoo! also figured out some more songs on guitar, one of which i'll hopefully get to play at the end of the year for the talent show if i don't decide to drop it cause i don't like talent shows much. america's next top model came back a while ago and there's a new season of 2 & 1/2 men so i'm pretty pumped. 08 is the year of the tv for me, seriously before i hadn't watched it since i got a laptop for the past million years or so.
again sorry for inactivity i'll do something exciting semi-exciting with this site soon. i guess. if i'm up for it. hmmmm i had a ton to blab about
yesterday but suddenly it all vanished.. haha someone got hit in the head with a binder in choir (same friend who's wallet flew away last blog) and she starts
cracking up, so of course i ask why are you laughing? and she says (in between hysterics) i.. just got hit.. with a .. binder.. and then i couldn't help myself.
so we're standing there in the middle of the choir room laughing our heads off and i swear i was about the color of a tomato by then and it was a jolly ole time.
you know, it's friday but it doesn't feel like it. i have this science project to finish and i gotta clean tomorrow and then sunday i have some piano thing + church so where is my sleep? my relaxation? woe is the world.. alright melodramatic part over it's friday and i don't have to sleep if i don't want to, it's a great feeling.
well as for school i've had some pretty eventful lunch times. me and becca started having war with her animal crackers, i got hit with a pretzel stick projected from another table, and quite a few water works! yes we spilled becca's water first and then i spilled mine right after all over myself but it was raspberry flavored so.. i smelled nice the rest of the day..
looks like i did remember all i was gonna say after all. see ya!
that hurricane Ike must have been pretty hardcore cause we were getting 50 mph winds up here and the power went out for about a day.. there are still places around that don't have any though but hey i got off of school two days :) i was riding (trying to) my bike with my friend to the ice cream place sunday just to later find out that her wallet flew away on our way there so we had to turn around and search the whole neighborhood. no luck, then she remembers, "oh! i took all the money out 'cept 7 dollars before i left anyway!"
i decided to stay home for the rest of the day because various objects were starting to hit me in the face and i kept getting blown off the bike path. i did my homework by the kitchen screened door so i'd have light cause the power went out, and then my parents' friend got stuck with us for the rest of the night cause he couldn't get into his house (which he later did by climbing through a window) because he didn't have a key and the garage wouldn't open in a power outage. we all sat around some candles on the kitchen table and ate cheerios and jam and bagels seeing as we couldn't open the fridge.
power came back the next day around 5-ish but my favorite tree was destroyed so i guess i won't be sitting in that anymore :( it's 8:45 in the morning right now but our school had a 2 hour delay so cheers to getting to sleep in a majority of this week!
leaves are all over the ground.. it's finally looking like fall.. i forgot that along with fall comes all these crappy diseases though so i'm sleeping with a tissue box on my nightstand yet again. i'm gonna go eat, only cause i'm starving. everything tastes like soap when you're sick.
i just remembered something today. ooohhh i have a site! again, sorry about that. new layout, all that junk coming later cause right now my fingers are killing me i found out i don't like mangos much and i'm at war with my eyes to keep them open. i deleted some pages on accident and uh my advertisement rotation is way outdated but i'll get to that.. someday:) hmmm, what's up with you?
i'll tell you what's up with me, i'm starting to get the chills and i've been in the dumps the past few days feeling like it's the end of the world cause frankly politics SUCK. they either kill you or give you something to argue about. whoever ends up being president, as long as they don't start some world war or kill off polar bears or something stupid like that, i bid thee good luck. did anyone hear about that new atom smasher thing? scares me. the laws of physics shouldn't allow for us to build black holes. sometimes people are so smart they're stupid. you know what i mean? i'm not a cynic i'm just annoyed.
but i am pretty satisfied i've learned a few songs on the guitar and if i ever get something to record with i might post some junk of my attempts on here. but by the time i remember to do that we might as well all be extinct. i've figured out.. salvation, linger, & zombie all by the cranberries.. anndd.. umm.. oh! love song by the cure (cept for the little solo thing that manages to confuse the crap out of me every time, anndd.. black poison blood by kill hannah plus under the milky way by the church though the solo thing on that scares me too.
i guess i'll go now, but i have some Qs for you guys cause people enjoy writing about themselves a lot better than reading my crap and i enjoy reading about themselves than
writing my crap too. so here goes;
do you dream just for the sake of dreaming or do you actually think you'll get there some day?
what's your favorite album (vinyl/CD whatever same thing to me) ever?
..that's all. i enjoy overusing punctuation like so..... or not using it at all